Oh jeeze

My head is spinning out of control,
I dont know whats real,
I cant focus,
I cant reach or grasp what I need,
I feel an end coming to this,
I can see it,
I run towards it with all my strength,
but then I get worn out and I find myself further away,
I figure I should just keep pressing on,
Walk through the screams the darkness and the pain,
I will find the end,
And when I do it will have all been worth it,
even though they will try to trip me,
and sometimes I will fall,
I will keep moving,
I will never stop,
Until I reach my destination,
Call me a fool if you will,
Beat me...push me over the edge,
And I will prove to you that I can take more than you can dish out,
I refuse to stay still,
and take all of your bullshit,
Im better than this,
And you know it,
so here I am today,
beat down, pale, and weak,
Blood stains the face,
my eyes are weary,
but you cannot break me,
I will keep fighting,
and theres nothing you can do about it,
Cause I have a strength that you refuse but know,
I have allies that watch over me,
and in the end,
Ill go ahead,
and you'll stay here and die,
I will breath fresh air,
I will see the sun,
I will see his face,
and he will say,
"Well done my humble and faithful servant"