Dont quite know what to call this...

Everything Ive learned I will someday forget,

Thats just the way it goes,

Ive learned that I cant keep on my feet,

Nonetheless my toes,

I wish I was someone different,

A genious artist maybe,

Then I could show the world,

Just who I thought I could be,

But no, I am just me,

Even you can see that,

Nothing speacial in the least,

Just an average,

Just a steady line,

Never rising to the top,

Cause the top just isnt mine,

I try too hard for what I earn,

I read too much for what I learn,

I pick it up and drop it,

I drop it and forget,

It wasnt me who started,

Its not me who should end,

Im here for only one season,

Of which will come to an end,

All I can learn is all I should,

Should I learn nothing less?

If Im not trying for myself,

Am I really trying my best?

Should I be the one to silence,

The music in my head?

Or should I be the one to let it out,

And show the world instead?

I wish I had the answer,

I wish I had the time,

I wish I had so many things,

I wish they all were mine,

But all I have is all Ive got,

I should ask for nothing more,

Ill do my best before Im done,

Hold the notes once more.